(The following story by Mark J. Konkol appeared on the Chicago Sun-Times website on October 11. Mike Smith is a member of the Brotherhood of Locomotive Engineers and Trainmen.)
CHICAGO — Between forkfuls of angel-hair pasta, Metra engineer Mike Smith calmly told his story Monday, detail by agonizing detail, of the ill-fated Rock Island line train that jumped the tracks under his control. At Nick and Tony’s restaurant downtown, Smith talked to reporters for the first time, saying he was sorry that his passengers — “the most precious cargo” — suffered and died in the horrific crash.
But last month’s derailment that killed two women and injured dozens of others was not his fault, he said.
“I can say I’m sorry even though I had nothing to do with it,” said Smith, who insisted track signals gave him the all-clear — a line of seven green lights — to go up to 70 mph past 47th Street inbound to Chicago.
“If I would have done this or didn’t do this. I can’t say that. … With clear signals come a clear conscience,” he said.
Seeking vindication
Federal investigators have said preliminary evidence shows track signals appeared to be working properly when the crash happened on Sept. 17 just after 8:30 a.m.
That leaves Smith, whom Metra officials have removed from service without pay, hoping a final National Transportation Board decision on what caused the crash brings vindication.
Smith said he granted interviews so Metra riders knew his side of this tragic story. Folks shouldn’t be afraid to take the train.
Engineers “don’t wake up asking how many people can I kill … how many trains can I wreck,” Smith said. “We think about getting from point A to point B safely. … A lot of lives are in our hands. … We take that responsibility to the core.”
Even though experts say “technology” says different, Smith says he had no warning that the No. 504 train he was driving was set to switch tracks.
At nearly 70 mph, he said, he’s not sure if he even had time to hit the brakes before the train left the tracks.
“I was already on top of it, all I could do then was just brace. That’s all I could do,” Smith said. “I just rode it. I didn’t say anything. My mind was just blank. I just rode it.”
The train shook violently, kicking up dust and hitting the bridge. It “felt like it wanted to flip over,” Smith said.
Fear didn’t set in until the train was wreckage and the train was deathly still, Smith said.
“What I was seeing outside my broken rear-view mirror. I knew it was bad. I knew it,” he said.
He got out of the lead car with only a scratch on his forearm, called for help and watched crew members and emergency workers help passengers in the second car.
“That’s where it hit me, because that’s where a lot of people were in desperate need of help,” Smith said.
It was bloody, and Smith said he felt “absolutely numb.”
“Hearing all that moaning and screaming and yelling. I just went back to that first coach and sat down,” he said.
NTSB officials won’t release details of what Smith told investigators during the hours of interviews the day after the crash. They confiscated the cellular phones he had that day, one personal and the other issued by Metra.
Smith said investigators asked him if he had been distracted, blinded by morning sunshine or coached to say the signals were green, giving him the all-clear.
His answer to those queries was “No.”
“I’m saying one thing, technology is saying another,” Smith said. “It gets to a point of who are you going to believe? Are you going to believe me? Or are you going to believe the technology?”